XxforgottenxsoulxX

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captain by XxforgottenxsoulxX, literature

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captain

You wish to be made of stone But then you’ll only be more alone Give me the knife And I’ll end your strife Of this bitter life This pain is old The steal is cold But not your heart It isn’t bitter or tart It’s a work of art Your heart torn asunder Is simply hidden under A layer of black It’s too late to turn back And the antidote you lack I’ll teach you to live But my love I won’t give I’m an unwanted thorn And I’ll hurt you no more But I do wish for us to be reborn I long for a way to turn the tide And break fates evil stride I’ll find a way to shatter the ice Tho

centrifugal force by XxforgottenxsoulxX, literature

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centrifugal force

I'm here Whether you like it or not It's up to you If I am sought The phone hasn't rung I haven't heard your voice But I think I should let you know That isn't just my choice I'm sick and tired Of the petty fights I'm sick and tired Of arguing who's right You have an opinion And so do I I won't change yours So why even try You can hate me And you can shout But I will never Cast you out You can think what you want But I'm here Even if you taunt The road of life Has twists and turns I wonder how mine differed from yours You say Petty chatter Simply doesn't matter In years to come I don't think You realize H

From Season to Season by XxforgottenxsoulxX, literature

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From Season to Season

Is it possible For me to break through This great depression I'm tired of being sad I want it to end I'm hurting you Trust me I know I wish I could stop But something's just not right It's not your fault So don't blame yourself With every kiss Comes a feeling That I've never felt before A jolt, a rush If it weren't for you I wouldn’t' be me The sorrow would take control No words I could write Could possibly describe How much I wish That I wasn't hurting you If it weren't for you I'd be dead From a self inflicted bullet No one else could have read I've been called strong But they couldn't see The painf

Maybe..... by XxforgottenxsoulxX, literature

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Maybe.....

A few more days And you'll be gone Replays in my mind Like a stupid song Maybe you won't go And no tears will have to dry Maybe you won't know How much I wanted to cry But maybe I'll close my eyes As The tear on my cheek slowly dries It'll reminisce the goodbyes That promptly lead to my demise Still... maybe you won't go... I promised you that I wouldn't cry But I'm sure …we both knew... that was a lie

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Sonnet 1 tears by XxforgottenxsoulxX, literature

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Sonnet 1 tears

There are many ways to say I love you like a simple kiss or a red rose a note saying to you I'll always be true but i love you more than anyone knows. And when I sleep, kissed by night's sweet dreams I'm with you, you're all i need it's perfect no matter how dark it seems Could you be the work of an angel's deed are you blessed by heaven's light? Or are you yourself from heaven above? I'll love you still when i reach death's eternal night because you are the only one i could ever love. And when these tears roll down my face like rain I know, no matter what you'll cure the pain

Angels: Not worthy to speak by XxforgottenxsoulxX, literature

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Angels: Not worthy to speak

Life What is life Is it the my heart beating in my chest? Is it the unreliable constant breaths? What ever it is it can't be this empty existance this constant pain, wishing to fade away Crying myself to sleep every night Have I lost myself? Who am I? Is that life? discovering one's self? Flying into the unknown? Searching? Have i lost myself? I have given up hope. Where's the angel when I need her? The one with wings whiter than snow? The one who i have angered.... I have found the wrath on an angel The hatered of a holy being How will i now find life I have hurt an angel, betrayed the trust of a saint Now I'm not even goo

Angels: Death by XxforgottenxsoulxX, literature

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Angels: Death

Death Oh sweet last breath One day I know I will die Some day soon I will fly With angel wings of black The holyness I will lack With a damned immortal soul Nothing can save me from this role My soul has already been sold Nothing can cure this cold The cold inside my heart It's been there from the start I'll fly in the never ending dark Letting the poison hit it's mark Always to sing in this never ending night Never wanting to see the light But for now i lay letting the darkness absorb me Letting it's poison transform me

Angels: Mirror Me by XxforgottenxsoulxX, literature

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Angels: Mirror Me

Who is this girl I see The other me The mirror me Who is she? Is she who I want to be? The one with friends Until the end If only my heart could mend Maybe someone has love to lend Or maybe for my angel I should send With her angel wings of black From the holyness she lacks Her soul will never come back Lost from a never ending pact When I die will the same holyness I lack Maybe that is what I'm missing Is that why my soul isn't blinding Like my mirror me who is always listening Maybe there is someone who's love they are lending but if so I guess that's what I'm not seeing

Angels: Run by XxforgottenxsoulxX, literature

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Angels: Run

Angel: Run I want to run! I want to be free! Even though night has begun. And it's time to dream. Something calls me But I don't know what Something that I can't see But I can feel it in my gut Something inside of me has awoke! Something in my mind had broke! Maybe I'm meant to stray! Running far far away! Was I meant to break free? Or stay in one spot and be? Has my angel awoke? Is that what's broke? But I don't feel the anger I don't feel like a danger! Am I going crazy? Is that why my mind is so hazy Is the angel really there? Does she really care? Should I keep her so near? Or just let her disappear? It's her

Angel: Bound by XxforgottenxsoulxX, literature

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Angel: Bound

The demon of my soul awakes As my fragile heart breaks My innocence and childhood gone But still I must move on. Ever since that day When the sun started to fade away Leaving my soul in eternal night Even though I continue to fight I'm trying to break the chains that bind me here That keeps me from having any one near I wall so many of my emotions Never to give anyone my devotions But then suddenly you came And never again was life the same You taught me how to live Even though I had nothing to give You tried to show me how to have fun But no matter what it just couldn't be done This harsh darkness still so tightly binds

Angels: My Love by XxforgottenxsoulxX, literature

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Angels: My Love

What's this feeling? Is it real? Is this something I'm aloud to feel? When I'm around you I feel weak! You're the only guy I seek! Your say your not but I know you are! You're perfect like a shinning star! When I'm with you I don't feel so alone. And to you it's unbeknown! You're the angel to free my soul I almost lose all self-control You're the one to break the chain I pray you won't turn in disdain Please help free me from this prison The demon in my mind has arisen. It's making me a danger When I just wish to be a stranger. The angel of my soul takes flight Making myself a danger every night But by day you're by my si

Angel Running by XxforgottenxsoulxX, literature

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Angel Running

I want to run! I want to be free! Even though night has begun. And it's time to dream. Something calls me But I don't know what Something that I can't see But I can feel it in my gut Something inside of me has awoke! Something in my mind had broke! Maybe I'm meant to stray! I'm running far far away! Was I meant to break free? Or stay in one spot and be? Has my angel awoke? Is that what's broke? But I don't feel the anger I don't feel like a danger! I feel the darkness in my soul I'm loosing my control Is the angel really there? Does she really care? Should I keep her so near? Or just let her disappear? Should I mak

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Diverse Chaos and Calamities by hoshi-twilight-star, literature

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Diverse Chaos and Calamities

I'm sitting here Alone again Inside my best friend's closet... How do I find myself in these situations? Especially when I actually leave my house? Those weird things that if you told anyone They would think you were a freak When really you're just sitting in a closet Waiting, hoping, praying he'll get on So you can cling to him like the fangirl you are. So I'm sitting here In the closet A wondering through time, space and pages Of useless things that really shouldn't matter But mean the world to me Like random pictures that don't even look right. Or poems that he wrote when he actually wrote poems Or pictures from last year

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Tart Heart by XxforgottenxsoulxX, literature

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Tart Heart

My smile is fake My happiness you take It's all an act That's the fact This isn't who I am Course you probably don't give a damn You say you care But you weren't there I'm hiding Come find me I'm dying Can't you see? I'm killing myself Putting my happiness on a shelf And closing the door Just like before I'm tried of this life I don't need anymore strife I'm giving up So just give me that poison cup Let me free my soul You've already taken a toll On a lonely heart That was just too tart.

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United States
Deviant for 17 years
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Current Residence: usa
Favourite genre of music: rock
Favourite photographer: ...don't really have one....
Favourite style of art: traditional painting
MP3 player of choice: ummm... my sidekick..?
Favourite cartoon character: Blue from Wolf's Rain
Personal Quote: Love maybe wine or maybe poison... but... you'll never know untill you take a drink

Favourite Visual Artist

......

Favourite Bands / Musical Artists

NIN HIM Marilyn Manson

Favourite Writers

....nope....

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My heart ... and my soul..... the rest... who knows...

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poetry, writing in general, reading ect ect

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XxforgottenxsoulxX

Apr 12, 2008

Change - New account

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hey i have a new account now i'll check this one every so often but all of my new stuff will be posted on the other account... inless it fits the vibe of this one.... but i just feel like it's time for change... so if you want me to give you my new account name send me a note or comment on this saying you want it... thanks ... bye

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XxforgottenxsoulxX

Apr 4, 2008

Devious Journal Entry

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[x] I think I'm ugly sometimes. [x ] I have many scars. [x] I tan easily. [ ] I wish my hair was a different color. [x] I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color. [x] I have a tattoo.{well, not yet} [x] I am self-conscious about my appearance. [ ]I have/I've had braces. [x] I wear glasses. [x] I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free. {because that is NEVER going to happen} [x] I've been told I'm attractive by a complete stranger. [ ] I have more than 2 piercing. [ ] I have piercing in places besides my ears. [ ] I have freckles. [ ] I hate my dad [ ] I hate my mom [x] I have

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XxforgottenxsoulxX

Mar 25, 2008

Completely and totally screwed

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ok peeps ... i'm soooooo screwed... i made a deal with Mr. Mispagel that if i took a drawing class over the summer that he would let me into AP... ok so there were a few more conditions but that's the main part... well here's the problem... 1 i don't have the money to pay for classes. 2 i was going to go to JCCC but i would need an IEP 3 Kansas City art instute has drawing classes but.... they cost $259.... and only 15 people allowed....

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butterfly-sweets

May 25, 2010

that flower is SOOOO awesome!!!

hoshi-twilight-star

Sep 28, 2008

HEY, HAPPY FRIENDSHIP WEEK!!
Send this to at least 15 people you love, including me if you care for me!

And if you get at least 10 back, you will recieve good news within 15 minutes!
~Let's see how many hearts you get! =]
All the best. Please continue sending you're own love to those you care for.

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